Emotions
I wondered what it would be like to see someone commit suicide. To try to understand the ultimate form of giving up. To give up on life. I can honestly say that tonight Sheena has given up on a life with me and has commit emotional suicide. The simple questions that are asked are met with simple evasive actions. When asked for an example of her caring I got nothing. Nothing but a No. A reply of her saying ”You remember everything.” But if anything I would remember that she cared enough to have examples or evidences that she has actually cared about my feelings, my emotions before she has done and said things full of hateful venom. I told her that sometimes saying nothing at all can say it all. She said, I know. I said you just gone let love die, you don’t care enough to give evidence that you care? and i got the same reply. These moments are what makes my writing so vital to life. This is why 808s is deeper than auto tune and bitching. A live show from 808s is full of emotion. And every song can only be remembered by the time in your life when you went through that event. What sucks is I have been through this emotion more than once. Looking back at our relationship I find that it wasnt worth it. I would have rather gone through the fights and arguing with someone more worth it. This has left me so emotionally drained that I cant see us being friends. The disrespect I have taken from her, the women of my dreams is unreal. The dream of us for ever seemed to have turned into a nightmare that would never end. How does it go there, how do you become hurt so to the point where, while she has given up you feel like she was never there to have held on in the first place. Whether we become friends get back together or never speak, or even if she reads this or not this will be published and hopefully it translate the emotion I feel. Whats crazy is during the middle of the conversation I began to stop and quote sing lyrics that seem to fit our relationship, Big Sean’s Crazy, to Heartless by Kanye. But what thing that struck me as I was singing the chorus is,for her not to care about my feelings or emotions truly is the evident of me losing my soul to a women so heartless.
SOS
Real Shit Boi
They say that the best things in life come from negative events. Unfortunately this is no different.
It is so important to play your role in life. Understand what part you play in one another lives. If we do that then it will not be so much of a misunderstanding in life. With that being said I would also say it is equally important to respect the role others play in our life. There is a huge lack of respect with in our generation. By that I mean that we treat those closest to us like those who are the most distant. We treat our parents as if they dont know us at all. Being disrespectful to not only them but our selves not understanding just how important they are to us. I believe this also is shown in the way we treat the person we are with. Our love or significant other. I find me and Sheena battling because there is a point where lines are drawn and frequently crossed. it’s a problem with becoming to familiar with those that should hold a higher level of respect. This is a huge problem and something that needs to be fixed.
Skull Candy:20LL
Man My homie D. Bridge is bound to make it man. You don’t understand what the song means to me. Just being from Milwaukee is hard enough, and to imagine and have a passion for something other than smoking and making babies damn near seems impossible. But my lil Bro D told me to grind hard. I remember we was at this party and he played me this song before the tape dropped and i felt like this song was so epic. My personal anthem and sign to move on.
Sneakers 101
It’s a american Thing to have a pair of forces. But is a Milwaukee thing to have a pair of dookies ready for school, and summer. This shoe is iconic beyond years, It started with the Hi Top Up-Towns in new york but it grew to easter, Halloween and many other gimmicks that I must admit I have loved. This is by far the most important shoe ever made by Nike and ounce was the most popular shoe on the Nike brand line up. An all white pair of Nike airs speak for them selves
Skull Candy
Big K.R.I.T. is becoming one of my favorite rappers. His voice and delivery is so close to the late great Pimp C but his lyrics proves to be beyond a carbon copy Mississippi version of the Houston Texas Pimp C. beyond this he has a musical ear with his sample heavy beats. While he may rely on samples his beats are full of soul, that can only garuatee that he will be a King Remembered In Time.
Next Grabs
This AM 95 might just end my voyage for the am95 smooth solid colorway and black is always nice with eveerything. lets see how things go
Skull Candy
I decided to Take song that could be described as impersonal but is actually something I feel like is apart of my life. The struggles of a relationship is so crazy. Everyday can feel like the worst of your life and you may ask your self what they hell how can I ever be with this person but the situation you’ve put your self in has left you confined to this spot. (no offense to my girlfriend)
Weedies
As of january first i decided not to smoke regular weed. Only some of the best, us being from Milwaukee Great weed, while isn’t hard to come by isn’t in high supply. So with that being said, every time I Get a great strain I have tried to remember the name. Today is a Dream flavor by the name of Blue Dream.
For Me blue dream was some what fruity but is a smooth smoke. Not the best ive had, far as high, or aroma. But is definitely worth spending $60 on an 8th (3.5 oz or about 7 blunts depending on how you roll it) The best way to smoke this weed is out of papers or bong, since the light fruity taste can be over shadowed a flavored blunt. So I recommend you go out get you a pipe of some type or a king size paper and contact me. While I DO NOT SALE weed I do know where to get it.
